Grief...
My grandmother passed away. Those are 4 words that don't even make sense to me. Four words that don't go together to form a proper sentence. It's been 3 weeks (tomorrow) and it feels like it was hours ago, and at the same time it feels like it's been an eternity. On a Sunday afternoon I got a call that she was diagnosed with Stage 4 Cancer that had spread throughout her body. Her lungs were filling with fluid and they were also filled with blood clots. I knew I needed to get to Florida as soon as I could, though everyone was telling me that I shouldn't waste my money because I would probably be too late. I started praying about it, looked online at flights and found one that left that evening for $42. I knew God was telling me to go. I knew I needed to be there. So despite what everyone tried to tell me, I got on that plane and prayed that I would make it in time to say goodbye. I don't think anyone or anything could have stopped me from going. That was the ...